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.Saturday, September 4, 2010 ' 10:01 AM Y
Love the telepathy with shifu haha. It's so fun!

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.Thursday, September 2, 2010 ' 10:38 AM Y
TUMBLR IS SO FUN!!

Moved to: http://www.jltsy.tumblr.com

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.Sunday, August 22, 2010 ' 9:30 AM Y
GOODBYE/FAREWELL/SAYONARA
ANGELINE WONG CHYI CHYI
I know you'll see this! Like you said, what we have is going to go on and on and on and even when we're full of white hair and are all wrinkly and on wheelchairs. (Ew, haha) LOVE YOU.

Don't wanna go back to normal school life cos yog's fun! But then again, Promos in 40+ days. Not going to let it disappoint anyone.

NewZealand, Ukraine, Bulgaria, Belgium, ROCK ON.

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.Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ' 8:24 AM Y
Walls are down
Hopes arise
Rings of the world unite
Every child has a wish to glow like the stars above
Lift your voices
as victories blaze
This is the day to win with grace

Raise your hand for our generation
Fly the flags of every nation
Reaching out
for the moment in our lives
Raise your hand for our generation
Living out your aspiration
Time to fly way beyond the skies
A world that shines for everyone

Be the best
Go all the way
Friends beyond the race
Cheer the joy
Share the tears
The journey remains our pride

Lift your voices
as victories blaze
This is the time the world will shine on for everyone

A world that shines for everyone

NICE SONG. ahha.

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.Monday, August 16, 2010 ' 6:08 PM Y
HI JAEL IS A PIG!!!

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. ' 8:46 AM Y
Had the chance to bring the children church kids out to Kids Kampung to play. They're super friendly! And everytime they call you "Teacher" you just feel like woahhhhh. Eileen doesn't get it but nevermind (HAHA!) Then went to Eighteens cafe or something with the other teachers and the people working there were funnnyy.Yup.
E488 is going to split uppppppppppppppppppppppp. Ah, can't think properly now. Bye, gonna off to do WR. Tomorrow's yog, funn :)

What you think doesn't matter anymore, because time proves everything. And no one's perfect, it's alright.

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.Thursday, August 12, 2010 ' 9:16 AM Y
Super tiredddddddddddd. Want to sleep for days and weekszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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.Saturday, August 7, 2010 ' 7:40 AM Y
"Man does not live by bread alone, he also needs buttering up." (:
Gave tuition to Wendy today. She's super duper self-motivated and hardworking. And the children in Children's Church were all restless and kept on talking but seeing them following the teachers' instructions to the best they can was really sweet. Children are awesome, haha.
Anyway, got loads of homework to do. Ciao.

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.Monday, August 2, 2010 ' 5:24 AM Y
I'm serving in Childrens' Church now!!!! :D Hahaha I was super happy when I found out. And plus Wendy'll be there too so it'll be fun.
CHC's 21 Anniversary was really fun. Sun came back and everyone became super emotional.
I love old songs. They make a lot of sense. I think. But they're encouraging (:
Aw, Singapore's an awesome place.

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.Thursday, July 22, 2010 ' 6:25 AM Y
Feeling super high now. Gonna do something embarassing tomorrow by Eileen. Heh.

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.Saturday, July 17, 2010 ' 8:32 AM Y
HAPPY 17TH BOO SINMAY!!!!! HEART YOU.
Remember when we used to call you Doughy? Can't even remember why man.
But yeah, love you loads, miss you loads, keep growing (but don't grow too tall hehe), stay smart, stay hardworking, stay crazy, stay happy. And since you most probably won't see this (but just in case you do anyway) , read your card. Walked for super long in Bedok Reservoir and went to Sentosa with E488 and had lots of fun since so many people especially Jolly were on a sugar rush high! Saw this small angmoh girl keep trying to kiss her little but still older brother's nose which was kind of.. warm. HAHA ok talking nonsense ready. Aw, super tired. Bye all! 11 more weeks to PROMOS!

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.Thursday, July 15, 2010 ' 5:02 AM Y
BYE HIRO!
See you next year (:
Keep being you; funny, sweet and wise.

It's been the most tiring week ever. It's madness! Even though nothing's going on and not much homework's been done. Time flies haha.
And so MYE:

GP C
Math B
Chem B
Phy E
Chi D
Econs C

Yeap. Ah, got to stop wasting time. Bye!

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.Monday, July 12, 2010 ' 6:27 AM Y
What should I do, who should I choose, where do I go? This is seriously happening, it's just so unbelievable. It's so confusing, I need advice. I need your answer really, really soon.
Times like these I suddenly minimise people's problems, which is so wrong!

And Island Creamery's Reverso is yummy :d

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.Sunday, July 11, 2010 ' 8:36 AM Y
Welcomed back Hiro yesterday at Ecp. It was fun listening to everyone talk because it's been so long since I've heard all their funny lameness! Like walking perpendicular to the slope (Greg) and seeing Hiro dancing hahaha. Kind of miss 4c! And Shiting has this super cool camera that captures really nice shots for everyone and really unglam shots for Hj hahaha.

Yeaap. Praying.

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.Friday, July 9, 2010 ' 10:20 AM Y
Played frisbee in the games day today! Was fun though was bad at it. But it's really fun, go play it! Haha.

Went to eat expensive chicken rice and then to Orchard with you classmates (: Everyone was so sleepy it was kind of funny. And Dawn and Eileen were high and crazy (as usual hehe).

Went off to Bedok for CG and led for the first time! It was super scary and really learnt alot.
You two are not alone.

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.Tuesday, July 6, 2010 ' 7:10 AM Y
It's all easier said than done. But we are always to keep oaths even to the point where it hurts. Ahh.

Things like Cheer up! or It's going to be okay! often don't mean a thing. I say them when I've no idea what else to say. So now I'm really sorry for being so insensitive. I hope someday I'll know what to say to situations like that.

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.Monday, July 5, 2010 ' 7:39 AM Y
Love Tom Cruise!
Yeap. School's going to start tomorrow.
You're inspiring even though we aren't all that close. Your determination encourages everyone around you.

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.Sunday, July 4, 2010 ' 10:47 PM Y
I'm so proud of you.

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.Friday, July 2, 2010 ' 9:13 AM Y
IPman is really nice, go watch it!
Things are changing, but I trust, I trust, I trust.

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.Thursday, July 1, 2010 ' 4:53 AM Y
Omg. Just one more night of crazy mugging and one last 3-hour session of intense thinking. Ahhhhhhh. :)

1) Why are you distancing yourself further from us? It feels like you're avoiding us and everyone else. I want to know what happened. It's now all so surface. Let's fix this together.

2) I sure hope it's true. Ahaha this is so shallow. Going to cringe in the future. But it's normal, right? <3.

3) Courage, courage, courage, lots of courage.

Extraordinary people don't do extraordinary things, they do ordinary things extraordinarily well.

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.Monday, June 28, 2010 ' 5:32 AM Y
HEY EY EYYE YOU:D
Omg, Glee is nice!
MYE has just begun and it's been bad but there's this fulfilled feeling because of all the crazy studying. Ahaha ok this is nonsense.

Touched, E488 you guys are loved. I realised I've been taking way too many people for granted.
Been reading Huijin's book and the more I did, the more I realised love is what life's all about (: Thanks HJ!

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.Thursday, June 24, 2010 ' 11:20 AM Y
AHHHHHHHH.

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. ' 9:52 AM Y
Okay, just realised all the posts have been really short. So I'll try to make this looooooong.

heh.
Omg I miss you guys, YBGHSM. Sm suggested, let's go watch Toy Story after MYE!
Yeaaaaa.
And I've only covered so little for MYE. I've no idea how.
Anyway, went for prayer meeting with our new subzone and realised it was so similar to ltc. The encouragement and advices were awesome. I'll try to make time for people from now on.

I've decided US is scary. I just watched glee and I'm gonna be the geek they lock up in toilet cubicles or throw in the dustbins. omg.

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. ' 9:38 AM Y
Suddenly everyone's either migrating or going to study overseas. So many from e488 are gonna leave, and it's all so sudden. sigh. But all the best!

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.Sunday, June 20, 2010 ' 8:23 AM Y
HAPPY FATHERS DAY! :D

"For I desire mercy, not sacrifice"

Time's running short, there's only 1 and a half years left before everything. It's scary. I've a plan and I'm going to stick to it.

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.Thursday, June 17, 2010 ' 7:58 PM Y
Anyone want to go out to study this week? :)
I'm not you anymore, I'm gonna take pride in being me. LYLYLYLYLY.

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. ' 1:09 AM Y
Went to Chek Jawa today. It was really pretty, with all the mini crabs and tube worms going about doing their own things. Came back and just slept and slept. Been sleeping so much, I don't know how I'm going to survive when school reopens! Mmhmm, it's time to apply everything.

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.Thursday, June 10, 2010 ' 4:47 AM Y
It was full of first times and many proud achievements. And I'm happy to say I took away something :) Thanks CAREFORCE for everything, you guys are wild! And tomorrow is a whole new learning journey once again.

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.Friday, June 4, 2010 ' 5:44 AM Y
Wii-ed and Pasir Ris Park-ed with Eileen haha omg she should so be in odac. We climbed to the top and completed the obstacle course. Imma gonna be brave from now on and have fun charging forward :) Here's a big goodbye to fear.

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.Thursday, June 3, 2010 ' 8:28 AM Y
Omg double camp week ahead. And 2 weeks to study for mye. Bussyyyyyyyyy ahhhhhh.
Anw, went to Ecp with B1, B2 and Chyi today! :D Banana peels and My Dad Is Here, it's been a fun day :D J loves YEA haha. We'll be like the pros and swish left and right soon enough,yea? The clouds were pretty, forming a circular shape around us, proving the world is really round LOL. It feels like a totally different world with you guys; there's no longer any pressure to catch up anymore. Although it's bad because there's not much progress, but I feel free.
What's been going on in your life? :)

you with the sad eye
don't be discouraged
oh I realise
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and darkness still inside you
makes you feel so small

if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know i'll be there

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.Tuesday, June 1, 2010 ' 12:58 AM Y
June Holidays are here! :)))))))))) Wish there could be 48 hours a day! There's just no time to study finish for Mid Years gahhhh.

Sent beloved Boo off to Switzerland to study with beloved Gen and it was fun just talking though it was quite sad to say things like "hows life" because it feels so distant. But anw, heart you guys!

Also went to Bugis with Eileen, Yijun and Jody! Went to a weird place and found out E and Y both have overactive imaginations haha then went on to Iluma and met Kahleong, Jerome and Derek. Played truth or dare and met someone from asian cuisine who looked like sgt Dollah from police and theif. Was quite stone but fun :)

Yeaaaap.
there can be miracles
when you believe
though hope is frail
its hard to kill.

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. ' 12:57 AM Y
Whoo whoo whoo~~
Asia Conference oh10 was amazing. There was this evangelist Reinhard Bonkke who called for all youths between ages 15 to 25 to come up to the stage to be prayed for and even then I saw tons of MUCH older people going up pretending to be a youth which was actually quite funny! But he was really inspirational. Learnt so much about relationships and the Holy Spirit. And Bernice told me I was going to be a connect group leader! I was really happy ahhah. I pray, I pray, let the fire never die down but let it spread and overflow :)

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.Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ' 6:11 AM Y
It may not be real but hey, I'll know I've tried! :) It's time to make dreams come true!

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.Monday, May 24, 2010 ' 7:22 PM Y
Hey yos.
MYE is starting tomorrow. I'm going to push aside every other thoughts just for one month. Let's see where it takes me. I'm full of flaws but I'll keep trying so don't give up on me. And it's all for You. I'm going to need alot of your help!
JYJY everyone. And A, I know you can do it! So don't give up yet okay? You're smart, we all know it! <3



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.Thursday, May 20, 2010 ' 8:57 AM Y
Dread.

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.Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ' 5:45 AM Y
It just takes some time, little girl
you're in the middle of a ride
everything, everything'll be just fine
everything, everything'll be alright.

I really want some time now. Just to think things through so it won't feel so chaotic. Just to pray so everything feels in order.

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.Monday, May 17, 2010 ' 4:46 AM Y
The MJC dance concert was awesome! :D
I miss you all (H G S Y B!) loads and loads. Being together reminded me of everyone and all the happy and stupid things we used to do and I wish we'll all end up in the same place someday!Love you all like MAD. No wonder they say your secondary school friends will always be your best friends or something like that. Anw GREAT JOB GEN! :D











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.Thursday, May 13, 2010 ' 11:39 AM Y
OMGOMGOMG.

GPP 2nd Draft

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. ' 11:04 AM Y


Hey you know who you are!

This is abit random but I <333333333 you guys! :))





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.Monday, May 10, 2010 ' 8:30 AM Y
Hey yo.
Everyone needs a vision. I shall go find mine.
Anyway, life's been great :) It's always more fun with great friends ahhah. <3

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.Thursday, May 6, 2010 ' 6:12 AM Y
Sometimes when I see what others go through, I feel extremely pampered in comparison. I should be happy. But I want to go through more. I want to become better. I know how you feel, what you're going through. That's probably why I don't mind listening to you when others do. I cannot help you in any other ways but to listen. What can I say, I got what I wished for. Only now I don't want it anymore. I just want a short break, not a tired, dry and long road. But I know all things will work together somehow for the good of those who love God, trust and acknowledge Him in all our ways, and who faithfully obey His commandments. So I shall keep trying. inyh.I want to do the right things always. To never make any mistakes. But that's not God's will for me. It is through mistakes we learn.

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.Tuesday, May 4, 2010 ' 7:06 AM Y
Yo yo yo. Okay I shouldn't be blogging. Back to econs essay.
And all this time, to think you've never been forgotten, just a hidden memory.
Space to breathe, space to think, space for time to sleep.

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.Sunday, May 2, 2010 ' 8:39 AM Y
Even though I still can't understand, I think I've finally managed to let go now. Thanks for everything You've done. It's still sore and disappointing but I know You've got a great plan ahead. I shall stay and be as happy as I can at CJ. And I shall work hard and head off to NUS with the rest! (HJ, G, SM, Y hear this?? )

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.Wednesday, April 28, 2010 ' 8:17 AM Y
Mhmhmhm things have been slowing down but that's good (: And little small kind gestures do go a long way. I shall reciprocrate return the favour! Anyway, some really surprising, some quite disappointing, but it'll all be fine in the end. We just know and learn more each day. And Sinmay! I got B for 2.4 ahahahahahah :D

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.Friday, April 23, 2010 ' 9:01 AM Y
Oh noooooooooo. It feels like 150% input, 10% output. Howhowhowhowhow.

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.Tuesday, April 20, 2010 ' 7:35 AM Y
Many things have been happening once again

and they're not good. Almost feels like some kind of test. Anyway, I'm really grateful for any kind of correction :) You've really been a wonderful friend. And even strangers who don't really know. We're all imperfect but we can still learn. Yup. Oh ya got CA results back! 4 As 1 B 1 D(GP)! Ohman. How do I face you nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

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.Tuesday, April 13, 2010 ' 8:35 AM Y
Sometimes worry just overtakes. It just slips into your mind and you don't see anything else but that thought. And you can't get rid of it. Anyway, I'll know.

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.Friday, April 9, 2010 ' 6:30 AM Y
HEY YOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Omg, life's been super tiring la. And full of drama. It's like those classic television scenes only they happen in real life and you just can't believe its actually happening. It's saddening. But we'll all be here for you. <33
And for everything else, it's going to be okay.

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.Thursday, March 25, 2010 ' 6:41 AM Y
HELLO.


Friday: Alfresco w classmates/ Movie w siblings

Saturday: FUNORAMA! @ Bridget's cool school :D / Cellgroup + BBQ


Omggg. I don't want to give up any or disappoint anyone. Howww.


Anyway, this week has been the most tiring week ever!

Had morning pt + 2.4 run today. But after seeing the canoeing and odac people, I don't feel too bad anymore hahaha. Oh, and we have the most cheapo report card ever. It's a giant cardboard!

Went to Queenstown with Dawn and Eileen today to buy track pants and found out the shopkeepers there have this annoying practise of pretending not to have the size when they don't want to sell it or something when they actually do. Right. Then missed the stop (again!) and walked down the expressway against the traffic with Dawn. It was quite funny actually :) Did embarassing stuff in the bus with them. YEAP.




School work is piling up. See you!

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.Wednesday, March 10, 2010 ' 4:44 AM Y
Hey.
Just 3 things I'm going to promise myself:

I'm going to start spending more time with those I love from now on.
I may not be good enough but I'll try my best! I won't disappoint.
It's more than worth it.

Class politics. Ahhhhhhh. JY all! 2 more days to MARCH HOLIDAYS!

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.Sunday, March 7, 2010 ' 1:09 AM Y
Heyyyyyy!
All the birthday surprises always fail one ): Anw, went to saycheese with HJ, SM, B, M and G. Haha HJ you're 17 now! Ni lao le :) May you be happy always and always! <333
And CHC is gna be at Suntec now! So can like go shopping every week. It's super cool yeaap.
Feel sort of stone again so I shall go now. And I take back my words, our class really is a mugger class!
Byeee

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.Friday, March 5, 2010 ' 7:12 PM Y
HEY HEY HEY! :D
Wassup yo. This weekend's going to be super busy with like 3 CAs and other FAs and lots of homework that need catching up on. But yet it feels sort of fulfilling, though tiring, to be busy all the time cos I know I'm not wasting time. Yeaapppp. 1T17's a fun class! We're all gna learn guitar together hahahaa. Then we can finally stop feeling so zi bei with all the musically inclined people in our class. AHHHH. Chyi Chyi I wna go your house now lol!

Went with the Shooting people to watch Alice and play a bit of pool and then went with SM to City Hall yesterday to stone and watch her pig out hahahha. Life is fun. Heading off to celebrate someone special later! I'll start the crazy mugging tomorrow. JY everyone!!

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.Monday, March 1, 2010 ' 5:13 AM Y
HEY HO! (((((((((:
All the tests and work are starting to pile up but because 1T17 is like slacker class, it's not stressful at all.
Slow and steady wins the race but I know I can do better. We're all stretchable. Like Bernice said, we should all keep expanding our capacity. I'm going to keep my focus on the important things in life. I'm setting my priorities right!
Uhhuhhh. This week's going to be cool. :)


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.Friday, February 26, 2010 ' 6:34 AM Y
YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
AHH. Life has been so dramatic lately. Almost feels like I've no idea what's what and who's who any longer. People change. Yeaaaaap.
Anyway, shooting and mass pe have really been madness even though I've got people who are willing to slack abit with me (:D). And Gabriel, the shooting senior, told me this was already toned down by alot. OMG la. Haha but still I love my running partners to bits man. School's been kind of funnn. Uhhuhhh. Went out with some shooters + Dennis and the whole thing was just super funny. AAhhh. Feeling kind of stone now so shall stop here :D BYEEEEEEEEE

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.Friday, February 19, 2010 ' 8:38 PM Y
HEY HEY HEY.

Am super tired now. Life's getting more fun each day because of all the new challenges and opportunities but it's also very easy to become burnt out. Anyway, we're all bound to become better people after all these. In the end, it's all worth it. Different people bring out different aspects of us but it just feels like we're all changing. And it's just weird. Unsure whether to let go or keep the same. No one's perfect but I don't want to make mistakes.


Anyway, did a personality quiz (go do it too!) which said I was 1% extravert hahahaha. I'm proud to be an introvert :D Any other ESFJs? :D But the careers are all really sucky!

Mmhmm. My newfound Huijin-and-mj-inspired ambition is to be a mugger! :D

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.Thursday, February 11, 2010 ' 4:51 AM Y
It's so hard not to gossip about others :/ especially when you really know something about someone no one else knows that is so unexpected! But anyway, it's not right... I think! SIGH!
I'm really learning something new everyday now and it's all just so weird.
It feels like everything's just a dream and I'll wake up anytime. It's all just so different. Oh well.
Anyway 1T17 girls are super duper funny. All crazy people ahhahaha. Right. Bye!

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. ' 4:45 AM Y
OMG I left my phone in school today!!! :O

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.Wednesday, February 10, 2010 ' 5:36 AM Y
HEY YO.
Today was the volleyball trials! Failed but surprisingly didn't feel sad at all. Maybe because we all failed together hahahaha. It's quite fun :D Volleyball rejects ftw! Even though it's pretty loser :/ But anyway, I have no idea what to join now. Huijin!!! Should I go shooting D: Oh man.
Did something really stupid today. Super embarassing la! SIGHHHH. Oh btw my phone is like spoilt! I can't seem to receive calls and I receive messages like hours later so sorry for all the late replies! Yup.
The thing about giving up is you never know if you could have done it. So I won't give up just yet.
BYE :D

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.Thursday, January 28, 2010 ' 1:12 AM Y
Hey yo. (Sorry the whole thing's like whining so feel free to skip.)

These days there've been too many important moments rushing by. There's no time to feel or think through anything about them.

Like when I didn't make it to MJ I didn't even have time to feel sad. I had to rush to know how to appeal and collect stuff and all. And suddenly it's the first day of school and I didn't even know where CJ was or what it was like. And so I got lost :(. But I know I'm not alone! I've got great and wonderful people as friends.

Anyway, the feeling's finally sunk in and I realise school is going to be so different. It's no longer the ten or six of us. It's no longer sleeping during long bus rides with Gen, or fooling around and composing nonsense poems with Huijin at the back of the class, or laughing at Sinmay's and Yvette's antics with Bridget and everyone else. It's all going to be long and lonely :'(. SIGH. School just isn't school without you all.

Anyway, there's still hope! :D
3 Feb 5 PM


BYE! :)))
Thanks for everything you all. I'm really super grateful and touched.

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.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 7:09 PM Y
Hey you.

Went jogging with Sinmay ytd at Bedok. The people there were all crazy pro la! They overtook us so many times and after the whole thing they weren't even sweating. But still feels super good to have made 5 rounds hahaha I was aiming for like 2 or 3 actually. I'm gna keep my new year's resolution :D Yep. Bedok's a fun place to live. So much nice food!



Right. Cya all later!


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.Thursday, January 14, 2010 ' 9:24 PM Y
Feeling super depressed now. Can I not go for later? :( SIGHHHHH.

Anyway, see you in school Gen and HJ! If I get in :)

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.Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ' 8:02 PM Y
Hello hello!
Y,H and S are coming over to play first and then we're all headed off to the 2H chalet! :))
Like Huijin says, it's a 2H tradition. I'm gna miss 2H when I'm off to JC. It's such a fun class!
Looking forward to everyday that comes now. Whenever I hear my brothers and parents heading off to school/work, I feel so happy that I can stay at home to sleep :D

Results are coming on this Monday. I'm going to start studying super hard this year too. Huijin, must remember our goal for uni! (And if you come MJ and we end up in same class, we must sit all the way at the front!)

Ciao.

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.Thursday, December 31, 2009 ' 2:32 AM Y
Hey all.
It's finally the end! Feels kinda weird. Not ready to enter into a fresh new year yet. Anyway, it's still not too late! Whatever you've always wanted to do or achieve in 2009, DO IT NOW. Let's all end the year strong. Right. No idea what im saying. See ya.

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.Thursday, December 17, 2009 ' 1:40 AM Y
HEY ALLLLLLLL
How's life? haha Yvette, i cant believe im asking this too.
Went to City Square and Mustafa w my favourite people!
Then went to Huijin's peanut shop. Cool max man. Tried to help but she chased us away :'(
Then went to Yvette's workplace! Another cool place where you can pig out for free.
yupppppppppppppp.
Want to find a job leh :(
Anyone want to hire someone who will work for 1 month? :D v hard to find job :((((
Aw, super tired.
Let's go out again! :)

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.Saturday, December 12, 2009 ' 2:37 AM Y
Just came back from camp!
It was super fun. Got dragon boating eh!!! :DD Haha i never do before la k. I know I sound deprived.
Super sunburned again.
And the food cheer is dammm cute. It goes like this:

Thank you God ah
Thank you alot
Food so nice ah
Food so shiok
Bless me with strength
Bless me with might
Jia ah Jia ah Jia Jia Jia
Amen!

Mmhmm I love life. And some people have been so surprising!
BYE!

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.Sunday, December 6, 2009 ' 6:54 PM Y
Hey alllll.
Thaaankksss soo muchhh for EVERYTHING yesterday!! And the heartfelt cards, cake, gift,cookies. You guys will always be <333ed!!
Yuppp. :DDD
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There's so much to say but so little that can be said here.

It's really scary to go into a new place alone but know that everything will always turn out better than before.

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.Sunday, November 22, 2009 ' 9:42 PM Y
Hello!
Prom didn't feel like a proper goodbye. Probably because we're still going to see each other! :D No matter what, to all the special people out there, we must keep in touch k :(. I'm going to call you all like every week and drive you all crazy haha.

Anyway, now's the hols! Let's go out go out go out and waste a lot of time. :))))))

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.Sunday, November 15, 2009 ' 9:48 PM Y
Everything's going to be fine.

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.Friday, November 13, 2009 ' 6:03 PM Y
Hello!

2012 was super nice. I hope when the world really ends it will end super quickly if not it'll be so torturous la.
Took some photos outside 2H and Huijin and Sinmay did something super funny.

Went to Orchard ytd. There were the APEC people passing and the traffic was stopped just for them to pass by. Super tiring.

Oh and since it's the last day of school we should spill all our secrets! Right. super tired bb!

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.Monday, November 9, 2009 ' 4:20 PM Y
Hello!
Phy MCQ in a few hours! Haha I studied finish in like 5 minutes =.= It's not even studying can. Anyway, shall study hard in JC hahaha.
BB! See ya'all after O's

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.Monday, November 2, 2009 ' 2:01 AM Y
Hey yo yo!
O's has been great so far. Even though it's quite hectic and full of last minute crammings and muggings, it's not overwhelming or stressful!

EL:
Power was hard to write but the rest wasn't too hard!

Emath:
Tricky :(

Amath:
hmmmm no feeling whatever!
But paper 1 was quite easy yup.

SS:
Was one of the sad people who studied Venice only hha. But anyway it wasn't too bad! Kept complimenting how great Singapore and Social Studies was hha. Hopefully still got hope!

Chem P1:
Not bad, eh. hhaa the whole paper was like organic chem but still quite easy! :)

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.Sunday, November 1, 2009 ' 1:29 AM Y
hear our cry, hear our prayer,
we your children call to you this day.
hear our cry, hear our prayer,
restore our lives, and heal our land.

This song super nice. Right. Byeyyeyee.

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.Friday, October 30, 2009 ' 4:29 AM Y
Amaths today was hard!
and next week's gna be super crazy.
rah.
jyjy!

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.Thursday, October 29, 2009 ' 5:24 AM Y
Heyyeyeyyyyey.
Thanks for everything everyone!
Yup see ya'all!
Keep jy-ing for O's!
And Huijin! Studyyy!! Hahahaa.

-----------

Being Supppeeerrr enviousss now :(((((((((((((((((
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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.Sunday, October 25, 2009 ' 12:22 AM Y
Can't wait Can't wait Can't wait Can't wait
for
after
O's.

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.Thursday, October 22, 2009 ' 8:11 PM Y
Ernest just bought a new drummmm super fun but super noisy. But still! So cool.
Anyway, I'm all done with chem now! :DDD
And I had a nightmare about going for Olevels without studying, lol!
Alright, bye people, have fun studying!
And thanks for all the prayers hahaha.

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.Friday, October 16, 2009 ' 4:35 AM Y
Hello! :) Bought a new phone already with unbreakable keypad haha. Study hard people. You dont want regrets and tears at the end of the day.

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.Friday, October 9, 2009 ' 2:44 AM Y
Hello!

The rain brought so many mosquitoes with it. Their probably all nesting away in some corner in our class and are all fat and round and happy because they've feasted on 38 angry people's blood in class. I've got 8 bites on one hand and 2 on my face and dozens more on my leg. :( And there's no mopiko! >:(

Prom is beginning to sound fun cos we're all going to be sitting together. :) But we'll probably be too busy stuffing our faces for our money's worth. And I'll probably be buying some 10 dollar auntie dress from This Fashion. I'm not buying a 300 dollar dress! >:(

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.Tuesday, October 6, 2009 ' 1:10 AM Y
Heya hi all.
Today is a super nice day. There was english, lit and chem which are all not tiring. And then there was a principal's talk by mr Koh who was quite funny. Went to Yoshinoya with Gen and HJ. Yup, that's all. Oh, and 31 sidetracked and went on the 10 route. Nothing happening today :) except for the ants thing. What a nice day.

Remedy's been playing on radio every morning these days.

I<3rain.

How do you all study for chem? :(

I'm choosing to be happy everyday.

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.Thursday, October 1, 2009 ' 4:58 AM Y
Hello Hello! (:
Had truncated till 5 today :(. Super tiring and got quite lag. Prelims and everything else was disappointing but there are always friends to cheer us up and make us smile. Anyway, went to Eatz with HJ. Still as empty as usual but this time, they served cold and hard food leh. Can't even cut it la! Then went back home with MH.

When I reached home I found out my father got some sickness. He was vomitting and everything and no one could do anything. It's super sad. There's this helpless feeling. Hope all is made well soon.

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. ' 4:57 AM Y
God will make a way,
when there seems to be no way.
He works in ways
we cannot see.
He will make a way for me.
He will be my guide,
hold me closely to His side.
For all His Strength,
for each new day.
He will make a way.
He will make a way.

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.Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ' 3:03 AM Y
I'm convinced you don't exist. But I can dream, can't I? It's sad but hopefully, I'm in deception.
------------
Went Mos today. Found out HJ's killer muffins are really killers hhaha SM and me were suffering literally. Or maybe not cos of the muffins. Ahh Idk hha.

Okay, MJ really has Red Cross. I'm sad and disappointed though I know I shouldn't be. It'll work out for good, I know. So I shall just approach this with a smile ily.

Prelims was an improvement after all! :) I think. Can't rmb MYE results. Hopefully it's an improvement. Still, cannot slack. So let's persevere, persevere, persevere till the end. And not go out from next wk onwards :) Don't even try to tempt me!

And SM, if you're seeing this, I found the baby photo of ahem! Do you still want to see it?

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.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 5:25 AM Y
If you don't succeed, try and try again. You only truly fail when you quit. ARGH.

---
The "i want i want i want to be a vasantham star" is stuck in my head again! >:(

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. ' 5:14 AM Y
~~~~~~~~~~~
Prelims was disappointing, but I guess I deserved it. Haha sorry for whining so much in school and being annoying. Anyway, there's always the 27 more days to study hard! :)
And Huijin makes killer muffins.
I want to playyyy :((((( I want to know :(((((((

Haha I'm being busybody as usual. Yup, see ya'all. Study hard, everyone!

it's so surprising! the true main characters are always the subtle ones in the background doing the most work.

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.Saturday, September 26, 2009 ' 7:39 AM Y
Today in 13 words:
CellGroup. YUMMY fish fingers. ahem.
Meryl. Sinmay. The ugly truth. (gross in a funny way) Phone calls. ZZZZ! :DDD
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sigh. again la. sigh.

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.Thursday, September 24, 2009 ' 6:30 PM Y
Im on twitter Im on twitter! hahaa follow me :D helloimjael

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. ' 5:37 PM Y
Hello Hello.

Went out with S, H and B yesterday. Haha Leisure Park is such a hard place to get to can! Well, we missed the movie (not my fault! :(:(:( ok fine) and ended up sitting and stoning with Huijin's constant "I want to read my book! >:( ". Haha the whole day was super uber lame. Can't even remember what we were doing but I remember thinking that Sinmay and Huijin must have studied too hard cos they became a little hahaa after Prelims. Anybody who saw them that day when Prelims just ended would have understood. >:D

Anyway, went to Huijin's house with Sinmay after that. And Huijin is super pro at the guzheng, okay!

Went to school to wait for them to do their 2-hour survey while Bridget was trying to teach me to cartwheel and we were doing the throwing stick thing. Haha oh man. We're all becoming lamer. I love it when we hang out together to do nothing. It always turns weird in a funny way. Super paiseh but at least I wasn't wearing pajamas or what.

And it's so fun when we're on the same frequency like on the bus with Huijin haha.

Then went to Orchard with Bernice, Nikki, Gee Howe and Esther. Saw KaiLin and she kept laughing and talking about peanuts. Haha, oh man, everyone is becoming funny. And Nikki saw her "boyfriend". Talked for awhile and then left for home sweet home.

I finally realised how insecure it seemed. You didn't have to. So didn't I.

So anyway, I dreamt about something damn weird that night. It was about my life at MJC with some people from our school. I wonder if my subconscious is trying to tell me something. Like maybe I shoud aim for another school. But Meridian is so near! hahaha.


Alright, once I find some money around my house we can all go out again hahaa.

i<333whippedcream!

count to ten. count to ten. count to ten.

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.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 3:30 AM Y
hui cai dan hahahhaha.

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.Sunday, September 20, 2009 ' 4:41 PM Y
No eye has seen,
No ear has heard.
Unfailing love,
Far beyond words.
The cross I see,
Your blood redeems
My imperfections.
Your hands divine,
come shape this
heart of mine.

Here I stand,
Thirsting for you.
Here I am,
Surrender to you.
Let my life be your clay,
Mould me in your way.
Here I stand,
Desperate for you.
Here I am,
a vessel for you.
Let my life
sing your praise,
Bring honor to your name.

Above all else, Above all else,
we exalt you, we exalt you.
Above all else, Above all else,
we exalt you, we exalt.

Here I stand, Here I am.

This song's really pretty. Okay, farewell farewell.

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.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 4:15 AM Y
It's tiring but we should persist.

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.Friday, September 18, 2009 ' 3:15 AM Y
Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy hahahaha.
Ever wondered what life would become had you made a certain decision?
Okay I sound so what now hha okay byeee

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.Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ' 3:06 AM Y
hmmhmmhmm.

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.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 3:16 AM Y
Hey hello.
Prelims feels so short and slack, doesn't it? :D This week is flying past so fast. And next week there's just lit and something else. Can't wait till after 'O's.

Ahh. Oh well, even if you do know, it's ok. Hopefully things won't stay so akward.

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.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' 6:57 AM Y

“I learned there are troubles
Of more than one kind.
Some come from ahead
And some come from behind.

But I’ve bought a big bat.
I’m all ready, you see.
Now my troubles are going
To have trouble with ME!”

- Dr. Seuss, “I Had Trouble in Getting to Solla Sollew”


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. ' 4:45 AM Y
I realised I've never really studied chem before.
My notebooks are mostly blank except for numerous pointless doodles and almost everything seems new to me. SIGH. So much to study, so little time! >:(

And I found out I like studying. I'll be sad the day I stop studying and start working. Everything's just so cool.

Just found out my brother's school only has 1 pure science class. And it's the only class that has Amaths. And his school doesn't have triple science. It's crazy la. I think he's sort of given up hope on studying and he wants to go to poly to study engineering which is quite impossible cos alot of smart people want to do that too. sighhhhh. I'm so going to help him.

Anw, best of luck for your prelims, yo :D

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.Friday, September 11, 2009 ' 6:10 AM Y
Every little bit goes a long, long way,
You can't feel it now,
but it's a seed you've sown,
and in due time you'll reap the harvest.


ARGH. I think I'm starting to imagine stuff! ARGH.
Like I wasn't freaked out to begin with. arghhhhhhhhh

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.Monday, September 7, 2009 ' 6:41 PM Y
Hello.
Some people's lives are so cool. Like at the age of 4 months they've been to like europe twice, dubai and singapore. And already have a book written about them. And Stef's uncle's house was so pretty in a historical way. It's near the sea and was built a long time ago. There are otters and crocodiles who can just go into the house when the water levels are high. Hmm. Abit scary. Sigghghghhgg. Okay, shan't be envious. See ya.

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.Saturday, September 5, 2009 ' 3:59 AM Y
Nicole's brother has a real tattoo machine! Haha the sound is dam scary. Like brrr brr brr brr brr.
Anyway, had cell today. Haha Dinometer, B!
Funnnn.

Okay, bye hha.

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.Friday, September 4, 2009 ' 3:22 AM Y
Just realised I haven't wished you here. So happy belated birthday! :D May you grow prettier and smarter and happier everyday.
~~~
Today was EL Prelims! And my bag was infested with ants. Ew right. ewewew. I don't even know why got la! I didn't bring any sweets today. And I opened it in class and HJ and me ended up stomping on ants throughout phy. So embarassing lol. Haha I'm so glad I still got great friends even though I'm unglam and gross (Kevin,hha).

Anyway, its the hols now. Bernice is right. I should start mugging.
See y'all.

TYG.

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.Thursday, September 3, 2009 ' 12:48 AM Y
Oh well, everyday you learn something new about yourself. But I honestly thought I could (sort of) trust myself. ARGH. I'm shutting up from now on. Sorry sorry sorry.

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.Friday, August 28, 2009 ' 10:17 PM Y
Sigh.

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.Friday, August 21, 2009 ' 1:07 AM Y
Hey y'all.
Thanks to all who prayed for me! (and holding my hand, lol!) :) I got an A2 for my Chinese which is really a miracle cos my Chinese has all along been C5-C6-D7 and suddenly it went woah. Haha yup. Not gonna retake, though. It's super good already. PTL!

Anyway anyway, study hard everybody! See ya :D

They who give have all things. Those who withhold have nothing.

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.Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ' 3:03 AM Y
SGC IS LIKE THE MOST BHB THING EVER.

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.Monday, August 17, 2009 ' 3:50 AM Y
Hmmh.
I've been experiencing really creepy stuff of late.

The latest was like yesterday on my way to church where I had to cross this huge grass patch and there was this stone tablet and on it was a baby doll's head with only half her body sitting there staring at me. I knew it was some prank by some sadist la but still! Arrrrgh. Some people really chi bao fan mei shi zuo can.

Anyway.

I'm like obssessing over Click Five's Catch Your Wave. It's a simple song that you'll probably go like ohh ok nothing much la but its... catchy. haha.

Today was just one of those normal days.

okay.... bye :)


As a man thinks in his heart, so is he.

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.Saturday, August 8, 2009 ' 1:32 AM Y
It's life anew. I'm starting again.

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.Monday, August 3, 2009 ' 6:04 AM Y
Heyyyyyy!

I'm loving life the way it is right now.

HAPPY 16TH CHERYL! May you grow wiser and happier everyday! :D It's been great to have you as a friend!

Have to go study geog now~~

BYE! :D

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.Sunday, August 2, 2009 ' 1:51 AM Y
Hello.
Went to FOP yesterday. It was unusually quiet. I guess everyone was just tired. There was only 3 of us excluding Deborah, Alexis and Stella, which is quite sad. And Bus 10 took like 1 hour to come! Teased Bronson about his not being able to wake up in time. And Alexis made super yummy cookies. Saw Wendy again! She's still her happy cheerful self. Managed to catch the last bus home and reached at about 1am while the rest went off to Geylang to eat roti prata.

Woke up late and rushed off to church at kallang indoor stadium today for our church's 20th anniversary festival. Our church totally packed up the entire indoor stadium la! Which is far more people than for FOP which is not supposed to be. Anyway, got the Acrylic Block! Super happy. It's dam pretty! Went for tuition and just came back.

zzz. Super tired now. BYE! :)

I'm so happy for us!

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.Friday, July 31, 2009 ' 8:32 PM Y
Hey you.
The theme for this year's prom night is going to be Elegance. It's the same everytime can. :( It would be fun if it were like animals or something. Anyway, my brother's finally persuaded me to start playing audition. Bye!

Thankfulness is the parent of all other virtues.
-Anonymous

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.Thursday, July 30, 2009 ' 5:36 AM Y
School seems to whiz past pretty fast now. The week's actually going to be over really soon! :)
Some people in class are really annoying. It's like, what are they trying to prove? Sometimes I really want to throw something at them but I can't aim so I'll probably hit someone else anyway.
Oh, and HJ thinks I have stm. I can't remember things from days ago. Or sometimes minutes ago. So scary. Like I can't remember what I said or did even if I said it just a few minutes ago. hmmh.
Anyway, I'm starting to understand some stuff now. That's good.
And an action really does make a world of difference, no matter the motive.
And I shouldn't be such a stupid pushover.

Anyway! How do people play rugby? The ball bounces funnily. And the guys were playing some violent version (I saw WJ got pushed down la!) compared to our silly version hhaa. And we did the alphabet thing. Funnn!

Night!

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.Friday, July 24, 2009 ' 4:16 AM Y
Helllllooooo.
I can't wait to read the 7th Mediator book! Hahahaa. Gen, see la! Now I'm like hooked on reading! haha

Tomorrow is Hillsong concert day. Cool man.

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.Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ' 3:15 AM Y
It's not going to be a happy ending.

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.Friday, July 17, 2009 ' 7:36 AM Y
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SIN MAY! :D

Labels:


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.Thursday, July 16, 2009 ' 4:08 AM Y
7 more weeks to Prelims!
I'm going to make a 7 weeks plan :D

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.Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ' 6:19 AM Y
Hey Monday is so nice!
And Cassadee Pope is like super cool.

China's going to have this total solar eclipse which is going to be shown live on tv on 22 July! It sounds so cool. Some people told me that by looking at it directly you'll go blind. I want to watch!!!

I'm feeling kind of down right now. It's like sometimes when you put in a lot of effort in a relationship but the other party doesn't reciprocrate or doesn't appreciate the effort, it just doesn't feel worth it anymore. Or maybe it's just trying too hard. Idk. It's like super hard to make friends. How to people find so much to talk about anyway? And it's so much worse when you're supposed to be close friends. Ah, I don't know. All the relationships just feel so superficial.

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.Monday, July 13, 2009 ' 5:18 AM Y
This is a little late but still Happy Birthday WeiJie!
Went to Sakae and found out SoonKiat can totally take sushi. It's just so cool la like can eat wasabi and everything. It just tastes gross, like spicy melted plastic with something yucky. yucks. And raw salmon is like tasteless jelly.
And no one liked the green beans la, >:( and Huijin can't aim at all haha! Quite funny.

And I'm going to be a doctor! Yay me.

And taking half nude pictures is gross gross gross! EWW.

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.Thursday, July 9, 2009 ' 3:55 AM Y
I'm like on this ANTI-TV kick.
I'm not going to watch tv anymore for like 3 months.
It's super torturous la. ARGH! And later got Zack and Cody can. Oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Today during Emaths I HAVE DECIDED TO DO ALL MY HOMEWORK. It's crazy la. It's super scary and Huijin and me were panicking at the back like crazy. Don't know why also. It was quite funny actually. haha.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BBB! It's dam stupid la! AHHHHHHHHHH!
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Wo men dou lao le!

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.Friday, July 3, 2009 ' 6:17 AM Y
I was telling everyone got 10 days for oral 10 different topics so sure wont get YOG one.
Oh well.


I love spending everyday with you all!
You all make everyday so fun!




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.Thursday, July 2, 2009 ' 3:35 AM Y
The oral topic today is like =.=.

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.Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ' 2:31 AM Y
Hello.
School's been quite tiring. Everyone seems so tired nowadays!
We're all getting back our mye results now. I hope I improved! Almost everyone seems to be doing pretty well.
People who didn't study and got low marks shouldn't keep whining and complaining and grumbling all the time to people who did well. What do you expect them to do?
Let's all just study harder for next time la k. I think it was pretty slack this mid years.

Can't wait for the June holidays!

Should I cut my hair short?

xoxo
Jael

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.Saturday, May 16, 2009 ' 6:24 AM Y
Huijin and I did the flag day thing today and went house to house.
It was pretty fun actually hahaaha. Some people were really nice. Oh and on the bus, Huijin gave this baby a french fry. And she/he was trying to eat it but didn't bite it but just keep putting it in his/her mouth. Haha super cute la!

Then we met with Sinmay and Gen and went for the DaVinci exhibition at the Science centre.
And Da Vinci is really this super nice, super humble and super smart guy. His handwriting is super cool btw. It is a mirror image! And it's naturally like that.

And the stuff he invented were simple yet complex and something you could never think of in a million years but when you see it you think why you could never think of something so sensible as this. Yup. And Mona Lisa doensn't have any eyelashes! It's some secret or something.

Oh and we still can pay the children's admission price! How cool is that!

Went to the Esprit outlet factory at IMM and went home. A pretty fun day was today. BYE! :D

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.Friday, May 15, 2009 ' 5:09 AM Y
I wonder how.

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.Wednesday, May 6, 2009 ' 9:22 PM Y
mid year is ending soon soon soon soon soon soon soon soon soonnnnnnnnnnn. ah damn bored haha.

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.Friday, April 24, 2009 ' 5:08 AM Y
Super bored, there's nothing to do now :(

I found my old diary and Sec 2 file today
and realised we've been learning the exact same thing as Sec 4 now like probability and mean-mode-median and all. The worksheets are super alike. It's not more difficult now or anything. It's totally the same!
We even learnt current and electricity and everything and did very well :( So what la. Then now we doing so badly. Oh well.

I wish money could fall from the sky.

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.Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ' 5:34 AM Y
HELLOXXXZZZ

Shopping's been really fun everyday!
Ping Pong Yuan is starting! Bye!

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.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 4:39 AM Y
JOEY IS SUPER CUTE!

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.Saturday, April 4, 2009 ' 5:54 AM Y
BBQ was pretty fun today.

I think I'm becoming more and more superficial. ( Yea yea Huijin )
Everywhere I go I'm thinking of Shopping. Clothes. SHOPPING.
And I don't want to be the what slow-drool-turtle-slimy-snail-bimbo that Huijin and Yvette made up!
Hence, I am going to start STUDYING.
I'm not going to be dumb or to be in the all-rounded loser club. Eh this is super sad la.
Anyway, to prove this, I've just done my Amaths homework. And it consists of 20 questions. :)
I don't think I ever used to be like this. I used to think schoolwork was a super breeze but now it's like Mount Everest or eating Octopus.
Maybe Huijin was right about a person getting dumber.


I miss you.

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.Monday, March 30, 2009 ' 4:49 AM Y
It feels like something big is about to happen.
Something scary, but good.
And I really need to rethink about missionary. Bernice said something about it.

Anyway, school's been pretty cool.
We got back our result slips today and Mrs Neo found my wallet and calculator. And Yvette gave me a balloon.
I like talking to Huijin about stuff I can't really tell anyone else. Today was really good, if otherwise humid and hot (very).
Anyway, about result slips. I am super inspired to study.
Like I'm finally setting goals (realistic)! And I think they're pretty achievable. Not the F9-sure-can-achieve-kind.

School's pretty fun but home school still appeals to me. And Timothy's still not bringing home his toilet rolls. And I really, really want to splurge. And watch the shopaholic movie. And argh I'm sure I'll never get to watch it. EVER.

Oh and Pet Society's pretty boring now. After Huijin and me surprisingly became super pro.
Oh and GEN AND SINMAY ARE IN THE PRINCIPAL'S HONOURS LIST!!!! They got to eat curry puff in the library. It's so WOW la. It makes you want to scream. It makes you feel so proud (of them). But they are just like: Oh, ya. (shrugs and walks off). If it were me I'd be announcing it to the whole world and pretending to be really modest. :D So fun! No, just kidding. I'd be like them too.

Ah this is so random and lame. Bye.
Let's be like the old times, and talk like nothing ever happened.

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.Thursday, March 19, 2009 ' 5:10 AM Y
Went skating today at Pasir Ris Park. It was pretty fun.
I feel like trying everything in the world except homework. I want to go experience everything! :D

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.Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ' 11:33 PM Y
Hey, it's the March Holidays! :D

Went for Phy at TP with some 4C girls today while Yvette they all went at 2+.

The 3D thing was really cool but could be cooler if there were sounds and feelings of the wind blowing or something. So fun right :D
Then next time there would be games like that or horror shows like what HJ said and you can walk through the ghosts and punch the bad guys. So fun right! And you can jump down buildings too.
OR EVEN BETTER. There could be a shopping game with sales staff to greet you and you can buy all the stuff in the world. Or a buffet game and you can eat like crazy. So fun!


Anyway, I found out Oyster Egg has starch in it. It does not taste as nice as it sounds. Yuck!
And actually I've been dreaming about the day I would really get to eat it. Oh well.

I love Teen Titans now! :D hahaaa. Did you know Robin and Starfire liked each other or something. hahahhhhhhhhhhhha.


Pet Society! Everybody go to FaceBook and join Pet Society!!!!

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.Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ' 4:18 AM Y
hello world.

Life feels like one big hectic schedule where you follow what's planned for you. It feels horrible and dull. Repetitive. Ah.
And it's a complete package with friends and criticisms.
I don't want my paranoism.
I find studying pointless.
I want the liberty to choose, and it's not just what food to eat.
I hate my blogskin.
I don't want to look like a sec 1. Or a primary school kid.
How do you look your age? Or better, far more mature?

I hate this inferior feeling.
I've been having it for sometime now.

Only Lays Sour Cream and Onion, Famous Amos, Smoked Salmon, Ice Skating/ Roller Skating and Confessions of a Shopaholic (the movie) can save the day.

Hha this is so lame!



Oh, on the brighter side, I've joined Facebook :D

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.Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ' 5:00 AM Y
A pinch of salt was having this buffet and we made it in time.
It's some unhealthy, super super fried, all you can eat for 5 dollars.
So cool, huh.

Enemies who turn into lovers seem really cool. Ahhahhah random thought.

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.Friday, February 20, 2009 ' 8:22 PM Y
It's scary how time flies past right?
Wooosh and you're 30, too busy working to play. So sad :(
So we should play as much as we can now because we can't in the future! :)

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.Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ' 3:51 AM Y
Alright, we're quits.

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.Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ' 1:52 AM Y
There's no test tomorrow, no homework today, no nothing!!
Haha feel so free right, all you c class people.
I can't wait to catch Confessions of a Shopaholic! :D Sooooo coooooooooooooolllllll. Someone watch with me leh.


You are making me feel so regretful everytime I see you! UGH.

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.Saturday, February 14, 2009 ' 5:06 PM Y
V.Day is soooooo fun! :D

Cell was crazy today. Everyone was super high or something la. No one could speak properly and we kept laughing like mad. The guitar snapped 2 strings so we couldn't sing in tune too so everyone sang out of tune. I love cell today! :D

Went to Marina with the clique and ate at BoonMay's workplace.
Ni Xiang Chilli yi yang hot, hahahaa.
Huijin got lost, Yvette also got lost, (in the same place) and Huijin and me managed to wrap our presents on time haha:DDD
Went to the big grassy patch somewhere outside and took tons of pictures. :)
The grass makes your shorts have pink spots. So funny right! Hahaha I love V.DAY!
HAPPY V.DAY TO EVERYBODY! :D

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.Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 4:33 AM Y
I love ArtClub today.
It was really, really fun. I don't even feel like nerve wrecked when I'm there. It's so relaxing, peaceful and carefree. And everyone was really funny.
We were trying to get rid of some food by "accidentally" throwing them in the bin and covering them with paper plates today since we will have to be eating New Year's leftover pineapple tarts for the next few months.

School is less tiring these days. There's lesser homework, don't you think so? And I'm beginning to love languages. But I'm still feeling sick, nevertheless. Especially on bus rides.

I want some time alone. Maybe a week. Just to think about things.

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.Thursday, February 5, 2009 ' 2:47 AM Y
Forget about what everyone else thinks! You cannot please everyone. While you might not want to disappoint the people close to you, they should want you to be happy. As long as you continue to exist to fulfill other people's ideas of who you should be, you'll never know your true talents. "He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away." - Raymond Hull

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.Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ' 5:34 AM Y
School was so peaceful today. I like bus 31 when going to school too, its so uncrowded and quiet. Skating was quite fun with so many C class girls.
I love Tuesdays :).

Mrs Quek gave us permission to order anyone we please [:D] to help us with the notice board and we also led the sec ones for pt. So cool right, haha. It was quite fun too.

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It's quite scary to make a choice on what job you want in the future.

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.Friday, January 30, 2009 ' 4:22 AM Y
Hello everyone :)
It's Friday today! :DDD
I was dreading learning Manga Art because I thought it would be so gruesome with lots of killing and blood splattered everywhere and people walking around having holes in the stomach because I once chanced upon some anime show that was this nauseating. I can never forget that stupid scene ok!


Oh, and speaking of blood, recess was full of it :'( I never got a bleedy nose before though :D

Anyway, Manga was sort of fun to draw and nothing like what I'd initially expected :) Although the people looks really really ghostly/scary/creepy/weird/demonic :O ooooohhhhh.
There was tons of food too and yummy curry puff sponsored by our very own Mrs Tan too haahaha. :d






I'm really dreading Road Run. Maybe I should fall down on that day or something. :(

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.Thursday, January 29, 2009 ' 5:28 AM Y
Everyday is so wonderful, ahahahhaa! :)
Happy New Year, everyone!

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.Saturday, January 24, 2009 ' 5:45 AM Y
I managed to buy everything I wanted in $100! :D


It is 10% of what someone else spent so I feel so proud of myself, ahahha.



Shopping with Huijin Sinmay (maybe I'm not allergic to Sinmay after all) and Belle was pretty fun even though we didn't get to buy much. It was 6 hours of shopping and I was doing everything I could to not get leg cramps after seeing Huijin suffer :) After the whole thing we bought almost nothing leh. :'( (I went to tamp mall to buy what I bought haha)
But it's alot of fun seeing everyone wear different stuff like funny dresses. And the " :O " expressions the other customers gives when they stare at you very openly.

Church was preaching that the ancient chinese of 2500B.C. till 5B.C. actually believed in the same God we do today before all the buddhism and all. And the Creation, coming of a saviour and all are shown in the Chinese characters. Pretty cool.
Yay I really <3>
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You are the center of my life.
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.Thursday, January 22, 2009 ' 1:59 AM Y
Hello world.
Felt sort of moody today and very self-conscious.
Had those everyone hates me thoughts again - I even have proof - even though i was trying to block them out. :( Even though mostly everyone is really nice except for a teacher who sort of irritated me though it was my fault, haha. There's this tone of irritation in some people's voices towards me and I really couldn't stand it since I did not set out to be irritating and I've already been trying to be a nicer, more mature person (I'm not joking) slowly. Ahh the school day is over already anyway. Hello long weekend.


All I needed was some time alone anyway. And I'm having lots of it now.

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.Thursday, January 15, 2009 ' 4:10 AM Y
Hellloooo everybody. :)
I am still paranoid these days but it's getting a little better. People who I always think dislikes me end up thinking of me as a friend. Ok, haha I'm weird. Anyway, thanks for all the really nice and sweet comments :D

Time passes by so slowwwwlllyyyyyy. It inches/crawls on. It feels like 5 weeks have passed but it's only been 1 week and 4 days! Sleeping time has also shortened by 2-3 hours. :(
Things that happened today:
1) Got my IC! Haha.
2) Mrs Poon walked out of class.
3) My father fetched my home :DDDD Which is a once in 4 years event (This is the fourth year).

My parents are asking if I want tuition. It would mean 3 hours of sleep everyday. :/ But I sort of need it. Oh man.

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Reply to tags:

Yvette: Haha nothing, just a random remark.
Meryl: Daniel's organising this year's one already :DDD A big big bungalow!
Huijin: Ahahhaahhhahaha. No! Do you really want inline skating hockey? *grimaces and cringes inwardly*
Itouch: Hello, Greg, I know it's you.
Boonmay: Hello Boonmay! :D
Hanwei: Hellllllooooooo. Hahahahahahaaaa. Think harder. You'll figure it out.
Sharon & Liyu: Yay! Haha thanks so much, you are super welcome :)

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.Friday, January 9, 2009 ' 10:38 PM Y
Haha I'm quite scared about liking people.
Ok, bye.

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.Thursday, January 8, 2009 ' 2:01 AM Y
It's been so tiring and it's only the first week of school!
I've been thinking alot these days. And it just comes naturally. Everytime I'm not talking my mind will just drift off automatically without me realising. Some of the stuff I think of even surprises me.
I've been having tons of dreams too. But they are never complete because they are always abruptly broken off by the alarm clocks.
It's so scary. It's like even when resting the mind is working overtime all the time. I think I can really go crazy if this keeps up.
I keep thinking someone is calling me and imagining stuff up haha. I'm some super paranoid person can.

Everyone seems really nice when you know them enough. :)

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.Saturday, January 3, 2009 ' 5:43 AM Y
Today was really horrible :(
It felt....empty. And tiring. And stressful.
I shan't go into details.
It's the 3rd day of 2009 now.

Doctors seem to have a very colourful profession. I kind of want to be one someday. Haha I got this inspiration from a drama serial. It won't last.

I feel like such a pathetic weakling. I'm going to try facing my fears from now on.

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.Thursday, January 1, 2009 ' 4:52 AM Y
This is my 50th post. Woohoo.
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3C's class outing was altered to a mini friends gathering.
It was rather fun but since some people had been too busy stealing the water bombs till night, we had no time left to play with them. ): But still! Fun. :) I'll try my best not to organise anything anymore from now on though. I don't know why I like to. I've figured it's best to just go and not have to put in too much effort.

I'm feeling kind of weird right now. It's like panicking with absolutely no reason why on the inside but feeling so calm on the outside. Weird, right!

Anyway 2009 has begun! Today is the very first day of 2009! Done anything special yet? Happy new year people.

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.Tuesday, December 30, 2008 ' 4:15 AM Y
Merry Christmas guys :D
This year has been sort of weird and tiring but all you friends really made my year! :D
Church thought us to learn to forget the past and look to the future so I really can't wait for school to start cos' I've decided I'm going to study real hard. And I'm quite determined this time and I want to try to get to a JC :)


Good luck everyone! <3>
(Oh and some of your christmas cards are with me. I'm giving them to you when school reopens. They might get lost in the post.)

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.Friday, December 19, 2008 ' 3:48 AM Y
I am sooooo inspired to write!!
I've just been to a blog where the author writes tons of stories and poems online and they were sooo good.
It's like her own portfolio and stuff waiting to get discovered and become famous.
And she already has a few loyal commenters. She's amazing.
I wish I could write like that but all I can write are apparently kiddy stories 3/4 of them copied from famous books.
Anyway, next week is Christmas!!! And school is going to start REAL soon.

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.Saturday, December 13, 2008 ' 10:45 PM Y
Hello bubs!
I'm back from my Genting trip! We got to sit in a first class bus which has personal tvs and games and stuff with airplane meals or something and I got to watch like 3 and a half movies. And because we arrived late, our rooms were all booked out and guess what..!!!!! They gave us a first class SUITE ROOM for free!! And free beds and yada yada. By the way, they sell stuff at the same price, if not more expensive, as compared to Singapore. I expected stuff to be cheaper. So I didn't buy anything but 1 Meg Cabot (GENNNN!!!!) book which I just finished reading too and a pretty shoe everyone likes. I'm busy feeling completely happy for the characters in the story. Oh oh and we finally got to sit in roller coasters and stuff unlike last time so this makes this my first time!

Oh and I've finally accepted the fact I have weird tastes. I kind of like guys stuff more than girls stuff. Which explains why some shirts I bought in Singapore were meant for males and I didn't know. Oh well, whatever anyway. Oh I just realised I like starting sentences with "Oh". So weird.

And lastly, no so sorry! I didn't get anything for anyone because my money was way limited and the bubblegum was all finished up except for the 3 left we're about to eat now. I'm so sorry! Next time, perhaps :) There's always Christmas anyway, hohoho!

And no pictures too because I forgot to bring along my phone.

Alright 2H CLASS CHALET IS TOMORROW!!!!
Details are at
Meryl's blog! I get to stay everyday I'm so happy right now!
Bring all your board games, balls, and anything fun :D See you all tomorrow!

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.Sunday, December 7, 2008 ' 1:05 AM Y

Life's little surprises! :)
Church and Cellgroup today was completely awesome and I'm super happy now~Haha!!
Alright, besides this, I learnt to somersault in the pool!! :D Without feeling funny in the nose!! Haha how cool is that! Maybe it isn't so great to you but it is to me! Now I can kind of do it a few times in a row, yay!! :DD It isn't proper though, I can feel it, but my brother says its proper so yipee yay! :D

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.Tuesday, December 2, 2008 ' 5:01 PM Y
Right now we(excluding me) are attempting to construct this short christmas tree which has lasted us about 14 years straight already. :D It can barely stand straight though. And I'm only doing the decorating, hohoho! :D I can't waitttt~~ for Christmasssss~~~~
And in order to clear space for it, my parents took all the junk in the living room and dumped them all in my room claiming my room was too spacious and clean! The room which took me the whole month of November just to clean up!!!!!

Oh and The Settlers is quite a cool game :) Although I really suck at it.
It's about commanding armies and conquering towns and constructing towns(sort of). I seem to lose every battle.

And I'm still having very weird dreams. There was one about being chased by a giant peacock and another about digging a grave with a person buried alive inside(very creepy). I wouldn't mind a dream intepretation book :D

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.Monday, December 1, 2008 ' 8:42 PM Y
Haha I am such a lazy person can! Someone motivate me to study ):
I've been wanting to study or at least do something wonderful but I always manage to convince myself I need more rest and play. (which I don't) As such, I've been truly playing away the whole November Holidays. D:

And it's an absolute miracle I can even find anything to play since I hardly get to play sims for a second as my brothers forbid me from playing MY labtop. So what right! But my parents are compensating me with tons of food and clothes so it's still tolerable. :) I won't lose my temper and throw a tantrum just yet. O:-) Just kidding, I won't.

Oh, and guess what? I found our old playstation set and some game set that requires a cartridge. So cool right?! Haha I'm like playing all the old games and happily reminscing old game times. It's like playing familiar yet alien games. :D



Oh and choir concert was pretty nice. Met a few schoolmates and took some pictures. It was rather fun.

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.Sunday, November 30, 2008 ' 9:50 PM Y
Haha hi! :D
There was some havoc about Mcdonalds today at home but anyway, I've made my IC and the Genting trip is super confirmed now! Yayyy!

andANDandANDandAND! It's the 1st of December TODAY!! Heh heh December is so niceeee. My faved month of the year. And couting down 24 wonderful days to CHRISTMAS!! Haha where's my present, everybody? :D

There's going to be the choir concert later on too, haha!

Here's wishing you all a HAPPY DECEMBER DAY!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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.Friday, November 28, 2008 ' 6:35 PM Y
I'm super looking forward to the class chalets! What fun! Hahahah :D
Apparently there are too many activities to do and too little time. Well for the 3c one at least. The 2H one has lots of time to spare, like 3 days. Super bonding haha. You will never be bored.

These few days have been super dejavu (is this how you spell it).
It's like living a repeated life or something and I somehow know what's going to happen because it's happened before or something. I don't know. And certain dreams are coming true.
Oh speaking of dreams, I've been having really weird ones recently. Not the freaky kinds. Just that I've dreamt of classmates and friends doing really unexpected stuff.

Alright. From 1 Dec on, let's start getting our lives straight by studying and doing homework.

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.Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ' 7:10 PM Y
Haha hi.
Nowadays I keep wanting to try something new.
Like playing a new sport or writing a novel.
And I found out something weird about me.
I can't write on a new notebook without a new pen. And that pen must be my favourite pilot black ink pen. :)

Oh and I'm quiting Electone already. Sad, huh.
The supposedly prestigious electone school sent this super rude letter saying they would press legal charges if we don't pay up for the month of November when it's still November. My parents got super pissed and ended my lessons. D:

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.Tuesday, November 25, 2008 ' 5:46 PM Y
Oh no something's severely wrong with me.
I can't even play Sims 2 for more than 45 minutes now without feeling like I want to stop playing. And I thought I was super addicted or something.

Oh and I finished the 3rd book of the Mediator or something. It's sooo nice la haha. I don't care if chick flic is supposed to be the most shallow type of literature! Lots of people like it, right? :D

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. ' 4:40 AM Y
Okay hey.
I've just recovered from some fever and throat infection illness! My father thought it was dengue. It was kind of scary for awhile.
And my maid misread 10ml to be 10 spoons of antibiotics so the whole event was quite crazy.

The Singapore Zoo job attachment was really very tiring!
I mean it was a super routine job:

We raked leaves, prepared food, fed the animals and explored the zoo everyday. I found out raking leaves was really tough. There's a certain way to hold the rake and everything.

My section was in charge of the tree top trails:


The Otters family. My ultra-cute favourite! Haha. They come squealing to you and stand up and when you throw them food they try to hug it to catch it. Cool huh. Oh,and they eat fish! They are kind of squirrel like.
The Babirusa Hogs! We fed them bananas, rice and carrots. The birds love stealing their food. They are some kind of pig and they love wallowing in the mud. I was supposed to clear their poo but the keepers did it for me! :DD I never touched any throughout my attachment. HOHOHO.



The Proboscis Monkey! Apparently the larger the males' noses, the more attractive they are to the female monkeys. Quite weird, huh.



The Malayan Tapir! They are so gentle and stuff and eat papayas, bananas, grapes.

One of them got pregnant and we saw her ultrascan! So cute. Oh and a deer actually gave birth to a baby deer in an enclosure but I wasn't there. Shi Ting saw the whole process though.



Like so cute right!! Haha. The baby baboons really do look like that. The adult ones looked funny though. At first I thought they were sitting on big pink cushions but then they started moving around and I saw that it was their butts. I got super shocked la. They really were VERY big.

Oh and did you know there is now some Rainforest Kidzworld in the Zoo?! There are pony rides and swimming pools and playgrounds and stuff. Sooooooo fun la! I petted some ponies! :D There was a pony named Belle too and she is supposed to be shy and reserved haha.

There were Inuka and Sheeba the polar bears too. They were super cute! Inuka was hunting for some live fish and their pool was really very blue. Oh we saw a Channel 8 MediaCorp actor there too. Haha.
There were other animals too, of course, but I'll just stop here.

Reasons why I like being a Keeper Volunteer:
1) People think you are a professional. Tourists kept asking me directions which I did not know and then kept running away from me. Kind of weird actually.

2) The kids envy you. Haha I mean like you are the only one who can feed the animals~! Some kids were like "Can I feed?" and giving the innocent face and of course I said no.

3)We get so many breaks. There were tons enough for us to explore the whole zoo but we didn't have enough energy. We didn't even get to see the penguins!

4) You can laugh at other Keeper Volunteers like Genewee who had to pick caterpillars and gross worms.


5) You learn to cut fruits. The keepers were teaching us how to and they sliced like a chef pro. When I cut the fruits into half, the other half would mostly fly into the sink, roll on the floor or else I didn't have enough strength to cut the whole thing into half. The sweet potatoes were really hard ok.

6) I love those animals. Not so much that I miss them so bad but I would like to see them again.

But it was overall really fun and memorable.
I realised I fell sick on my last day of work after I came back from work. Throughout the day I was feeling woozy and knocking down dustbins, dustpans and rakes, haha. Desere helped me sweep up everything. So nice.


I loved my attachment. Though there was this mosquito infested place they kept making us rake (It still makes me shudder. The moment you sweep a small pile of leaves a huge swarm of mosquitoes fly your way and leave you with numerous bites) and was throughly tiring.

And we were all posted to different areas of the zoo and sadly, separated. But zoo was definetely fun.
Anyway, Yay! :D


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.Friday, November 14, 2008 ' 5:57 AM Y
Yay everybody! I'm finally posting! :DDDD Haha.

This is all about me, you may skip it:
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Anyway, this whole week has been pretty fun and slack. I absolutely LOVE this week!~ It's like playing everyday with my brothers and cousins and sleeping for more than 12 hours a day. :D While some people are suffering (kind of) in their job attachments too! HEH! Everyone seems to be falling sick though.

I'm super determined not to waste the holidays and accomplish something GREAT! and so:

Achievements so far:
1) Read Meg Cabot's Ninth Key Mediator
2) Bought The Sims 2 University - hoho!
3) Ah. Bought 3 new tank tops. And a bracelet. And some rubber bands!
4) Um. Played Dokapon Kingdom for a few days with brothers. So no life right, but it's quite fun!


It finally dawned on me that complaining is such an irritating, annoying, frustrating, spoilt-brat-like, immature, complete turn-off act because my brother has been complaining every single day about how he's suffering and stuff when he gets to play everyday. I shall never complain ever again!
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Oh and advertising for the 2H'07 chalet, ~~~

Date: 15-18 December 2008
Venue: 1pm at Pasir Ris Interchange (It's some Pasir Ris chalet but NOT coasta sands)
Spread the word to all your 2h friends ok? And remember to come!
Any questions? ~~~


I wonder if the job attachment is going to be cleaning up animal's poo?
Gen says it shouldn't be but then what else would we do?
(Eh, poo and do rhymes!! Haha ok lame)
And then there was the White Tiger news thing from the zoo where the guy died. And my mother was trying to comfort me by advising me not to anger any animals. Haha everything sounds scary!

Have a great holiday everyone! :D

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.Friday, November 7, 2008 ' 2:32 AM Y

I did all the Huijin quizzes and this is the only one that's pretty true. The rest were completely ridiculous, they were funny.



You Are a Ring Finger



You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.

You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.

Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger


What Finger Are You?
Haha and by the way Huijin I am 5 points in love which means I am totally NOT and "it is a relationship not worth saving and it is not even lust or infatuation". I think it is out of 100. Also, I am 65% addicted to Blogthings hahaha. :D
Today is the last day of school! I am not looking forward to tomorrow at all. Maybe I could feign sick haha. I must be a really idiotic person to hang out with oh man.
Anyway, went to Ms Clarity Cafe A pinch of salt. It was super cute la! And the creme caramel and the chocolate lava or something is super duper duper nice.

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.Thursday, November 6, 2008 ' 4:32 AM Y



The Castle Personality Test



You are scared of new experiences. It's hard for you to break outside of your comfort zone.



You don't spend a lot of time thinking about how people see you. You're kind of scared to know what they think.



You are a very romantic person. You can't help but see the world as it should be.



Right now, stress occasionally makes you feel trapped in your life. You usually have a clear perspective on things though!



Overall, your life is calm and steady. Not much stirs you, and each day is full of joy.



You are extremely optimistic about the future. You feel like things are always getting better.

The Castle Personality Test






What the House Test Says About You



You are happy with who you are, and you don't have an inflated sense of self importance. You do your own thing quietly. You don't take up a lot of space.



You are very community oriented. You like to buy local, know your neighbors, and live in a neighborhood that matches your personality.



You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you.



You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by.



You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

The House Test




What Your Bed Says About You



Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best to look good and have an attractive home.



You try to be an organized person, but you often fall behind. Certain parts of your life tend to fall into chaos.



You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things.



In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge.



You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities.



You are a total homebody. You are happiest when you're at home.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?


Hey everyone :).
Went to Suntec today with Gen, Sinmay, Huijin and Yvette to catch some James Bond movie and got a little high before that. I never really liked action movies though but the pop corn was super nice! Some parts were really gross though. I think this guy called Green Dominic, his whole feet was sliced into 2 or something?! I don't know. And Huijin was talking about eyeballs being pierced (I totally freaked out) when she actually meant "piercing blue" or something which I found out after the movie.

Anyway, went to eat at Peppers (just for me! i think so. :D so sweet of them.) which is really nice and walked around. Friends really cheer you up when you are feeling down.
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My complains: (This is only for me to vent out everything, don't bother reading! It will spoil your mood because apparently I have 3 whole LONG paragraphs of grumbles.)


I think I got like super duper mood swings. Last week I was as happy as can be and this week I am super tired and pissed. So scary right. I tried not to show my frustration but when your brothers are screaming at you telling you you are not allowed to use the labtop (which apparently happens to be yours and they have been playing like since early morning till at 8 when you reach home) and they forbid you to eat all the snacks at home when you are starving like crazy. Like I mean, just how irritating can this get?! And it happens almost everyday. And now my brothers aren't allowing me to eat some chocolate sticks because its theirs or something.
And I haven't even eaten for the evening yet! But I'm not hungry though haha.

And having stomachaches (not cramps. something's wrong with me) for the whole week isn't fun at all. And I've been having really scary dreams at night and during the day I get scared alot especially in the toilet. My heater isn't working and it's flicking on and off like crazy. And Meg Cabot's got me thinking my toilet is haunted. So I don't really get to bathe with hot water and I bathe in early mornings and late nights which are really cold. And although school is nice and everything, it gets really draining especially when you have many teachers who don't like you and frown at you all day or like to emphasise the fact you are stupid. And there are always friends who get angry at you. And you start feeling all guilty. And unaccomplised because you've been too focused on reading Meg Cabot, you completely forgot to tidy your room and do your homework.

And did I mention someone stole 20 dollars from my wallet?!! Which is like my whole week's allowance for this week. I know some people do have it alot worse but somehow I just can't bring myself to see the happier side of things.


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Anyway, on Saturday I'm going for some kind of party with the most akward group of people because I find it hard to talk to them. Somehow I fear they will label me as stupid and weird and stuff. Well, they know I'm shy anyway. This is like the kind of dancing and really humongous group party (it's a whole zone ) which I really don't want to go to as I just want to rest. But I have to. Know that kind of feeling?

Oh well, have a great last day of school tomorrow! :D

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.Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ' 2:22 AM Y
No matter what people think,
I'm going to stop being mean and judgemental.
I'm going to be nice.

I don't feel as mature as a sec 4.

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